Archive for the ‘Night Watch’ Category

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Old Habbits

October 8, 2008

Sometimes I wonder if it will ever become difficult, truly difficult, for me to shut down emotionally. Sometimes I wonder if I will ever be so alive that I can’t so easily deaden myself.

More specifically, I wondered tonight.

In our worship team briefing tonight, we talked a bit about solitude and silence. (Popular topic, considering our two months of voluntary 12am-6am silence as a community.) We talked about the way that, in the place of solitude, you encounter your anger and your grief.

Anger and greif… ick. Not tonight. Please, not tonight. I’m too tired for this.

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Hello, Change

October 3, 2008

Our community is ever in a state of flux. Perpetual, significant change is just a norm. The intensity and the facets of the seasons of transition ebb and flow. Sometimes there are simple, gradual changes. Sometimes there are huge changes like death and birth, people leaving the country, people leaving the NightWatch.

We seem to have passed into another one of those high-intensity transitional times again.

First, we have the circumstances of change:

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Praying for Me

September 10, 2008

So, during our midnight intercession set tonight, I’m pretty sure that Ms Leah Chandler was praying for me. Well, she was praying for the church in Kansas City… but as she prayed it felt like she had been eavesdropping on my conversations with God. Or at least my conversations with Amanda… or my reading blog. I haven’t had a prayer hit me like this in a long time.

I would tell you how many times I have listened to that prayer on the webstream… but it would be moderately embarrassing, and I stopped counting anyway.

See… this is what happens when you pray the word. You find people in the midst of their deepest struggles and give them strength, courage, and hope.

Leah’s prayer was good. So good that I decided to type it up (and the antiphonal stuff that the singers were doing). All of the bold font is Leah… the choruses are italicized. It doesn’t really matter. They were all praying together.

Here it is:

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Silent Siege

September 9, 2008

As a NightWatch community, we are taking yet another step in consecrating our time of prayer before the Lord.

A year and a half ago, we did a thing that we called 90 Days of Consecration. The like-mindedness and eager participation of the entire NightWatch community, when our leadership called us to this consecration, was astonishing. And the 90 days had a profound, lasting impact on our community.

As a part of the 90 days of consecration, we removed all talking from the prayer room, with the exception of communication necessarily to run the prayer meeting.

Around the clock at IHOP, there is a general rule of limiting conversations to 30 seconds. While it’s a nice idea, these typically turn into a string of “30-second” conversations and you will see a lot of talking in the prayer room. (And it really is amazing how distracting a 30-second conversation can really be.)

After the 90 days had ended, we decided to permanently institute the no-talking rule. The truth was, we really liked what it did to the feel of the NightWatch. I truly am stunned by what this did to create a more sacred place for prayer… further enabling us to do what we are here to do.

For the next two months, we have been invited to a voluntary “Silent Siege”. From midnight to 6 AM, they have encouraged us to make it a time of silence, before the Lord. We still sing and pray in the prayer room, and communication necessary to lead the meeting will still happen. But what we are now working to eliminate are the conversations just outside of the prayer room, in the lobby, bathroom, and halls (and the groups of people that tend to gather in front of the building).

There are a lot of little phrases that we are holding as somewhat of a banner over this new consecration, but one of the simplest and clearest of them is: “Silent night, holy night.”

I believe that this consecration (or fast, which you could call it) is going to be a really significant season for our NightWatch community. As we consecrate our time of standing on the wall (all NightWatch staff are asked to keep 36 of their 48 service and prayer hours between midnight to 6 AM, 6 nights a week) we are focusing in on praying for the upcoming elections and the ending of abortion, among other things. (I am perhaps too tired right now to be blogging well about what it is that we are doing.)

When Stuart brought the idea before us, he asked those who wanted to commit to this silent siege to stand up. Virtually everyone in the room was standing. Again, I am overwhelmingly encouraged. We really do go further when we are acting as a community. Unity and like-mindedness are priceless.

The invitation came on Saturday night and we began the Silent Siege tonight. My general reaction to the change: this is a really good thing. I am excited and really do have a lot of anticipation concerning the next several weeks. Specific reaction to one aspect of the experience: riding in the car (from one prayer room to the other) with your boyfriend and a friend IN TOTAL SILENCE is VERY interesting.

Personally, I am both excited and frightened, as we head into this. On one hand, I’m borderline giddy, on the other, I’m terrified. I cannot argue that this thing is not divinely orchestrated. But that is not purely a comforting thought at this moment.

But THAT is a subject for another post.

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I’m back!

January 19, 2008

I just wanted to make a quick announcement…

I am switching back to nights! No more partial nights. I’m back on the night watch!

David gave the OK yesterday. He and Kristen have their apprehensions, but they were willing to give it a try. This is such a good thing. I think it will even help with my job… seriously.

Happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy….

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I’m Home Again

September 29, 2007

I stayed in the prayer room until about 2:45 tonight. It felt like coming home.

I don’t know if I will ever feel at home on a day schedule. I was made for the night watch. I do not doubt that. I’ve always loved staying awake through the night to commune with the Lord. Though I don’t understand it, there has always been something different about the night time for me. And here, He has given me a community in which I can stand through the night in the place of prayer and adoration.

I’m not REALLY back yet. I still have to teach in the morning. Which means I still have to go to bed by about 3am every night. I can’t pretend that this will be easy. It will take a lot of discipline to go to bed on time. But I imagine it will be a great deal easier than going to bed at 9:30 pm!!!

Being on days, I could never really get over that homesick feeling. I knew I was out of place. I was longing for the night watch… how absurd must that seem?

I guess it’s kind of like the groan and longing that I feel in the midst of this broken, fallen world. My pain tells me that it’s not right… that I’m not at home. I belong in a world where sin and death no longer have dominion. I belong in unbroken fellowship. So long as creation is groaning and longing for His return, when He sets everything right, I will feel that homesick ache. This isn’t what I was made for. This is not the context in which I was made to dwell.

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I miss the night watch

September 17, 2007

I just had to pause for a moment to say that. I really miss the night watch.

I am beginning to love teaching more and more every day. Which doesn’t mean that I’m entirely giddy about it… or even ready to consider signing up for another year… but I am at least gaining confidence that I am going to make it through this year.

I love my students. They are wonderful. I really don’t love days, though. People always seem shocked when they ask and I give them that honest answer. Maybe if I saw the sun more often. But still… probably not. I’m pretty sure that I really, actually WAS made for the night watch. I know that might sound crazy… but the last month and a half have really strengthened that belief.

It’s not that I am completely without relationships or anything. Or that the prayer room is a dead and barren place during the day. I have friends. I love the 6 am section. I just don’t like sleeping at night.

Well… that isn’t exactly true. I have found that sleeping while it is dark outside is actually quite amazing. But I don’t enjoy it enough that I couldn’t make the sacrifice.

I don’t sleep that well, anyway.

Speaking of such things… I need to go to bed. My bed-time is in 1o minutes, and I have decided to be violent about my sleep schedule for the next two weeks. I needed to do something. So I’m giving it my all for the next two weeks. And if things STILL aren’t working at all, I will re-evaluate my schedule. Something’s gotta change.

To those who are standing through the night and praying… I love you. I love what you are doing and I love the way that you are setting your lives before Him. The night watch is such a beautiful community. I miss you guys. And I absolutely love and respect the way that you are corporately going beyond what is required of you and really seeking to do this thing with excellence. You are such leaders in the house. You really do contribute a lot to our IHOP family. And not just between the hours of midnight and 6 am.

I am grateful to know that you are praying while I am sleeping. Or… while I am trying to sleep.

OK… five minutes to hopeful lack of consciousness. Gotta run.

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What my desk is trying to tell you…

July 31, 2007

The contents of my desk aim to communicate two points: the night watch does like me and my roommate is brilliant.

 

Now, when my amazing boss viewed the glory that is before you, she didn’t exactly come to that conclusion. Perhaps concerned about the fact that my desk was beginning to resemble someone’s pantry, she asked if I was storing up for winter.

As great as that could be, those drinks are not the beginnings of such a stash. AND… the entire front office of the bookstore could probably not contain enough drinks to get me through the winter.

Given Kristen’s intelligence level and the fact that the above sight did not make her go “Oh, the night watch loves Christine!”… I suppose most of you have not come to that conclusion, either. I will explain…

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Drastic Changes Part 1

July 13, 2007

I thought it might be good to make this general announcement:

I am leaving the night watch.

Yes, it’s true. I am actually switching to days. The biggest reason is my decision to accept the teaching position with the Daniel Academy. While the modified night watch schedule that I came up with would probably be doable, I will be a much better teacher if I just switch to days.

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The Baby Team

June 23, 2007

It’s official… our worship team is THE baby team.

Very soon, Sarah will be officially joining us. So we have BOTH of Timothy’s parents. Travis and Jessica are both on our team (baby coming VERY soon). Sommer, Clay’s beautiful mom-to-be sister, has just jumped onto the team. That’s three babies on our team. All of the babies I am aware of that are still on the night watch.

It makes sense, really. You would expect the families to stick together in this wonderfully weird little night watch world.

Now… for the rest of us unmarried singles on the team…